This has not been a good week for kung fu. I'm distracted and unmotivated. Starting a new job (at an ice cream shop, no less) has given me a bit more structure to my day, but overall I can't get my act together. First thing first is a major cutback on my daily pushups, down to 150. I have rarely managed 500 a day for the past 3 weeks, so I'm so frustratingly behind I just need to get a rhythm back and increase from there. This will most likely mean I don't make my total, but who knows? I've got time, but the consistency matters more than the numbers.
Lately I've been feeling, more so than usual, that I'm just filling in the hours, that everything I do lacks substance. Very little feels real when I'm like this. But words keep their weight. I'll cling to them.
A small reset, because there's always next week.
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